Monday, January 02, 2006
Bigger is... better?
This is truly an unprecedented moment in my life. For some unknown reason, i've managed to put on enough weight to sufficiently qualify me to be able to donate blood for the FIRST time in my life (erm, not that i'm going to donate blood or anything), piled on enough "flesh", "meat", whatever, to be able to convert my once-baggy jeans and tops into tight pants & baby-tees, and for once in my life, have people telling me that i am bigger/fatter/chubbier/meatier/flabbier (@$#?*&#).
Man, i can't write on. Depressing topic. I'm not overweight or obese (HAH, i'll really like to see that happen to me), but gone are the days of the lean, toned, slim me. Ah yes, narcissism is at work here i know, but considering the fact that i've been a lean, mean vindaloo machine for the past 20-odd years of my life, this unprecedented state of things is kinda throwing me off a little. Ok, maybe more than a little. I've already cleared out half of my wardrobe with loads of clothes that just don't agree with my body anymore and have attempted to "diet", although it kinda flopped so far. OH WELL.
Going back to the land of sheep early Feb and won't be back till Dec... so let's do the maths. If in 6 months, i could have put on 6 kg, i really wonder what will happen in 12 months... i shudder at the thought... I guess self-control is what i need. As for now, i shall try to get my lil' diet going again and get those running shoes and swimming togs out...
Man, i can't write on. Depressing topic. I'm not overweight or obese (HAH, i'll really like to see that happen to me), but gone are the days of the lean, toned, slim me. Ah yes, narcissism is at work here i know, but considering the fact that i've been a lean, mean vindaloo machine for the past 20-odd years of my life, this unprecedented state of things is kinda throwing me off a little. Ok, maybe more than a little. I've already cleared out half of my wardrobe with loads of clothes that just don't agree with my body anymore and have attempted to "diet", although it kinda flopped so far. OH WELL.
Going back to the land of sheep early Feb and won't be back till Dec... so let's do the maths. If in 6 months, i could have put on 6 kg, i really wonder what will happen in 12 months... i shudder at the thought... I guess self-control is what i need. As for now, i shall try to get my lil' diet going again and get those running shoes and swimming togs out...
// posted by superlambanana @ 12:36 AM 
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heyhey!
is NZ food really nice? abit of "muscle" (heehee) won't kill anyone. don't need to diet until ni-shi-wo-huo lidat.
anyway, are you throwing those clothes out? give them to meeee haha so cheepskate. :P
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is NZ food really nice? abit of "muscle" (heehee) won't kill anyone. don't need to diet until ni-shi-wo-huo lidat.
anyway, are you throwing those clothes out? give them to meeee haha so cheepskate. :P
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