Tuesday, June 14, 2005
A mad rush
I feel pretty overwhelmed with the amount of things i gotta do to prepare for my trip to the US and then to NZ. Paperwork and preparing all the documents & visa is such a turn-off already, with the 101 declarations that are needed and all. The next whammy is the packing. HAH. US is summer. NZ is winter. Although US is not so much of a problem, since i'm only there for 2 weeks, i'm pretty concerned about NZ... it's cold for one, and two, i'll be there for half a year, so i'm pretty much stuck with whatever i bring there with me. I'm beginning to think i need to teleport my whole room there...
And if paperwork and packing isn't enough... i still need to prepare myself mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Seriously speaking, i think i will somewhat "die" in NZ. From the cold, the culture shock, the whole new environment i'm thrown into, the regimental schedule of school once again and the isolation from pple i know back home. Eeks... i'm scared and nervous... what if i don't fit in? I think i'll probably cry everyday from being too homesick for at least the 1st 2 weeks.
Sigh. It's such a mad rush. I think that if i can, i would prefer to step out of the camp in Malaysia, so i can buy myself a little more time to do a few more things before i'm gone. And also a few more days to breathe easier.
HELP.
And if paperwork and packing isn't enough... i still need to prepare myself mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Seriously speaking, i think i will somewhat "die" in NZ. From the cold, the culture shock, the whole new environment i'm thrown into, the regimental schedule of school once again and the isolation from pple i know back home. Eeks... i'm scared and nervous... what if i don't fit in? I think i'll probably cry everyday from being too homesick for at least the 1st 2 weeks.
Sigh. It's such a mad rush. I think that if i can, i would prefer to step out of the camp in Malaysia, so i can buy myself a little more time to do a few more things before i'm gone. And also a few more days to breathe easier.
HELP.
// posted by superlambanana @ 1:14 AM 
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hey mum...try to relax...i'm sure it won't be that bad...aft all sheep and grass sounds tranquil and i'm sure the greek would sufficiently distract you. hv confidence in yourself k...and keep ur head up...go there with a smile on ur face...think it'll help you to handle the new envt much better...*HUGs* if maria can help any with ur packing and stuffs let her know k...Jau
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: 6/14/2005 2:25 AM
: 6/14/2005 2:25 AM
hmm, compare yourself to me! It's always relaxing. I have slept properly for weeks -_-
Anyway, what i think is, have an organized mind. DO what you have to do without rushing or multi-tasking and keep thinking good thoughts such as: there's still time, don't worry, there's always a solution even if something wrong happens etc and I think everything will go smoothly.
Going NZ should be fun, don't give yourself so much pressure babe!
Why is going youth camp not relaxing? heehee
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Anyway, what i think is, have an organized mind. DO what you have to do without rushing or multi-tasking and keep thinking good thoughts such as: there's still time, don't worry, there's always a solution even if something wrong happens etc and I think everything will go smoothly.
Going NZ should be fun, don't give yourself so much pressure babe!
Why is going youth camp not relaxing? heehee
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